.Wednesday, 28 November 2007 ♥
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我什么都不想懂，什么都不要。只想要快乐。
找回以前的我，那个快乐的我。
其它的我都可以不要，只要把我的快乐找回来。
崩溃
我该怎么办？心情很复杂，不知道下一步是如何。
但这是我自己的决定，怪不了别人也只好自己承受。
我已经走到了悬崖，只差那一点点了。我谁时都会倒下。
我累了，真的。好想静一静。
永远的疑问，秘密
-MIA-
对不起。
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.Wednesday, 21 November 2007 ♥
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I SWEAR I WILL NEVER EVER GO OUT WITH YOU AGAIN!
was totally pissed off by 4 things in within seconds.
Shallnt say on anymore about this.
so, i went to meet friend at jurong point instead.
thank god friend agree to come out and accompany me.
we went to tuas for pool,
& friend re-taught me how to play pool (:
chatt while waiting for the rain to get small before we went home.
reach home and he sms me.
i thought he very angry with me about afternoon matter.
was ._. but yet super happy when he wasnt angry with me at all ^^
slept early that night and didnt get to smsed him much D:
sorry and i love you; - 7374920.
for friends only
wonder how yingshao at thailand.
probably she's had reached there le.
you ass! i will miss you.
it's such a long time since we had meetup together.
roar. come back fast& meet up soon (:
random thoughts ;is this the way you want?
tag replies
x33: (: loves <3
Ahtings: lol . hello, you are milly right?
bryan: okay okay. noted
Spider: roar, u weirdo! it arent really that long okay.
Beeqi: thanks ;D
Vivian: sure, meet up soon ;D
Kristle: ;D
Yingshao: lol . now got pictures liao ma.
xiiaoaugust: thanks ;D
Albert: must thanks me for helping leh xD
ahyong: lol, thank you! (x
Shaoxian: lol . thanks for tagging.
x33: hahas, you blur la. chalet dec de <3
Qqianhui: roar! u this blur face.
Yingshao: hahas, i captured that oh! lol. not that worst as you xD
albert: ._.
kh: thanks for tagging ;D
Qqianhui: (:
x33: i love you too <3
Yingshao: lol . im alright le ^^ faster come back la, i will miss you de. sure! ;D
Albert: My blog is best view under internet explorer. not mozilar firefox.
zmin: surprise that u will come to tag. thanks, enjoy ur holidays too (:
bryan: npnp. Jiayous, stay happy ;D
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.Saturday, 17 November 2007 ♥
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okay, let's continue (:
Sunday ; 11/11
Went to work alone,
wanted to give him surprise de.
but i was late again, roar!
cabbed down to outram,
and then the cab-uncle so nice.
i made him blur about where the destination is
& he wasnt angry yet he still helped me and guide me throughout. LOL
i sound like i never been to outram hor. anw i doesnt go there often ma.
as outram got quite alot of mrt exits/entrance& i arent sure which one is which one.
Uncle: so i let u stop at the mrt station near the hospital ok?
Jiaxin: huh. outram got hospital mehs?
Uncle: Ya, at the junction there.
Uncle: you first time come here?
Jiaxin: No, but i seldom come here.
Jiaxin: U sure outram got hospital ahs.
Jiaxin: i didnt know about that.
Uncle: ya, near the crossjunction nearby.
Uncle: oooooo, then which mrt station do u want to alight at.
Jiaxin: Err, i aren't sure where is the nearest to my destination lehs.
Jiaxin: nvm nvm, u alight me at the mrt station near the hospital there can liao.
seriously i felt like a noob!
wahlao, it's so paiseh la! ._.
& so i went into the mrt station, thinking that i could make an round out to where i usually walk.
i walked and i walked and i cant seemed to find an way to the green line.
i felt so noob lohs, i get lost inside an mrt station ._.
i walked& walked till around 20mins before i found my way out.
when i walked out, i saw there was another even nearer route!
i felt so dumb at that moment. roar!
rushed off to kapt for work.
but to my disappointment, the workcrews are already not in the meeting room.
No chioce lohs, waited for kevin to pass me the workpass.
roar! waited for quite a time and i just went to work without a pass. LOL.
Saw yizhui out there walking down from the steps. lol
he handed me the pass.didnt know he helped me took it, hahas.
that's my crew pass for the month^^
mid-working time
jiaxing and yingshao playing around.
trying to stuff the plastic bagg into each other heads'
hms, shall skipped about the unhappy middle part (:
after work
waited for those slowass at the mrt station there.
then he never come with the workcrew,
roar! nearly teared.
xueli was the first to cry,
i see her cry also felt like crying ._.
but went to block her instead (:
in the end, breakdown several times& made him cried too ._.
lol, i ignore him time& time again. sorry.
until after got off from boon lay then i began to talk to him (:
i so happy la then that freak hold my hand xp
walked off to have our supper at the usual place.
we ordered shark fin, vege, lemon chicken and not to miss ;ceral prawn!
i seem to be like a princess being served by him. lol .
MEAL TIME
Candid ; Jiaxing
The guys' masterpiece before we left. .
Gentleman(s) send us off to the taxi.
he asked me over and i thought he got something to tell me.
unexpectedly he gave me a goodbye kiss. weee, im so happy lohs (:
11/11 is our day& 7374920 is our code x3
12 , 13 , 14 , 15th nov
Rotting at home. mapled mapled
chatted on phone-
Fri, 16/11
Been like stuck at home for so many days
& my mind had been starting to thinking of nonsensical stuff.
went through all my inbox and saved messages.
there are happy, sad , good and bad messages.
stuff's like ;
my past crush
me and ys quarrels'
me and ys friendship
'brother' bernard concern ;thanks for making ur best effort to cheer me up that time
yokewah ;for making da effort to cheer me up& ur listening ear
chin yuan ;u assjoker
qianhui ;for always being there for me
my ah's family to be there(:
terry kor ;for the listening ear & chat's + guides
the niteowls gangs ;all da bullier! xD
& yizhui ;for making me happy everytime
did i left anyone out? nvm (:
read through all those messages one by one..
thinking about how i didnt learn to cherish some friends at times,
giving em attitude when im not happy.
how they tolerated to my past attituded and still regard me as friend etc
& i cried again._.
cried like an idoit and i didnt slept at all
i thought and thought& eventually thought of going back malaysia till my mood is better
okay la, im such an ass,
just becos of certain problems and i choose to avoid those problems.
i never had thought of how the surrounding peoples will felt at first.
he was the first to know, cheer me up and made me stay back (:
i wont do that again okay,
i would never be that selfish again,
i will face the problems and accept realitly and fact,
that's my promise to u.
day end-
could anyone please please asked me out yea& stop my mind from thinking too much.
to be continuedd with more picture.soon..
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.Wednesday, 14 November 2007 ♥
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mingyi :Thanks for tagging. will relink you soon (:
x33 :Sorry lehs, never let you know first. Dont sad sad liao, i now come back le ma ((:
Hongwei : Thanks for relinking. psps, will link you up soon (:
xinyan :Yes? lol . hello (:
Charlene :Hahas. long time no see too! take care too.
Qqianhui :I 6th come back le (:
Albert :Hahas.thanks for tagging oh.
Qqianhui :Oi back xp i have name de leh. im Jiaxin (: lol
Qqianhui :secret = surprise. hahas (:
x33 :secret = surprise. part of it is i come back liao ((:
Bryan :Hello. hahas, thanks thanks (:
Shaoxian :Thanks for tagging too (:
Qqianhui :Hello, qianhui! (:
ahyong :Yups, i remember. Zhiyong ma. hello (:
Kristle :Thanks for tagging. tyty (:
YingShao :hahas, i update le.Not like you haveb update a new one xD
Maisie :update dao hafway through le
Yingshao :lol! got pictures better. but photobucket and my blogger got problem. got upload leh.somemore who ask me promise u post long long one. now u complain xD meet up soon~
Qqianhui :huh. u mean what fattening?
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here am i back to blogging (:
this post will be a long one so if anyone is bored right now you can exit this window (:
stupid blogger. so lousy, i cant relink people , change my codes etc. roar.
it's been such a long time since i have really blog.
now i wonder where shall i start.
& i think think think.
ta.da!
i shall start with Friday, 19/10
you guys must be thinking that's how long ago.
yea, i know it's long enough.
but scroll down and you will know (:
didnt went to school.
intend to meet up with maisie, peiwen and yingshao at huayi bus stop.
i was late that day, omg again!
nope, there's a reason behind it.
stupid sister went to lock the room and i cant get in which certainly delay alot of time.
manage to get sister to open the door, with sly tricks xp
by the time , it was already very late loh.
cabbed down to huayi bus stop to fetch em down anyway.
who know's they hopped onto a bus just at that time.
ok, that was really sway.
i thought i was being fooled by em and they ''fang wo gei zi''
okay la, then that stupid driver still laugh at me. tmd!
so im really quite of angry by that time lohs.
went to the iceskating boundary while waiting for slowpoke like them x)
had a belated birthday celebration at kbox ((:
how nice of them. hahas ((:
im so sorry. no pictures of this day yet.
i've found the cable to my camera but it's low batt. now.
& i've seem to lost the charger for it ._.
my stm is getting worst now D:
Okay, back to point.
after kbox, went off to k-image to had my hair cut.
then head off to maisie house for monopoly.
yea, it's said to be monopoly but we went to watch horror show instead.
lmao!! chat chat chat, monopoly abit before going home.
such a nice day but so tired.
day end-
ta da! skipped skipped skipped.
went off to malaysia for a short break.
okay, i really cannt stand it.
know what? continue to scroll down and read on.
my days in malaysia are so busy , packed and unexpected (:
First day at malaysia,Monday 29/10
mum bring me to malaysia for my safety, so nice right (:
dropped our luggage and waited for my relative to drive us out.
he drove me and mama for breakfast at i-dont-know-where.
went to his house after that to wait for wai-po ( grandma ) to come lohs.
mama chat with her while i went to see comics x)
then da yi come visit us (:
went down to see em chat chat jiu went out for lunch.
after that went to da yi ( mother's eldest sister ) house to watch em bake cake ._.
so sian there la! so went to weisheng ( my cousin ) play x)
i think i have some pics of him.
but i cant pulish pictures right now. wth!
ok! skipped skipped as i forget xD
due to changed of plans mama meimei jiejie and papa all came over to malaysia ._.
we went to INTI college to see cousin graduate. congrats! (:
pics are still not with me D:
ahs! im so lazy, somemore i keep forget alot of parts. lalala.
i shall give a overall as for what i did in malaysia (:
in overall ,
-went to almost all my relative de house.
-INTI COLLEGE to see cousin graduate.
-Help out at small aunt shop.
-Ton over at cousin house.
-Shopping.
etc etc. i forget alot le. psps.
ta! stay at there confirm very very fat lehs!
their supper also damn heavy de lohs!
i remember got 1 day is the heaviest lehs!
2 plates of fried noodles,
1 plate of chicken wing,
1 plate of vegatables,
1 plate of fish, ee ._.
1 plate for ceral prawns, x)
1 plate of satay,
and desert.
not to forget we still have rice lehs ._.
that's omg so alot lohs! supper lehs. not lunch or dinner nia.
ok. so i come back at sg at around 6/11
didnt tell anyone about it :)
wanted to give them a surprise.
went to storm to have my hair reborn.
then rot rot rot at home at 7 , 8 and 9th of nov.
so boring lohs zzz!
Sat, 10/11
wake up really very early to get prepared.
sudden changed of arrangement of meeting with the buyer.
wth lohs. that buyer damn what lehs.
actually meeting on mon after work day de loh.
then she suddenly ask me go meet up as she did bring enough cash.
i told her i was at home now,
i remember that time was 2pm.
she wanted to meet at kovan and she say 2.15pm.
wth loh. like i dont need the time to get prepare lohs.
i travel there also need time de lohs!
somemore im good enough to give her free transportation fee and discount liao lehs!
so this unreasonable girl keep changed venue. suddenly Dhoby Ghaut, suddenly HarbourFront, suddenly Outram Park. wtf lohs.
cabbed down to Outram Park to meet her as was really running out of time.
and she keep on calling me , spamming me calls to ask me where am i.
ehs hello, im already good enough to u liao lehs.
reached liao then she smsed me say she buying things ._.
so wth. wasted so much time on her.
ok , enough of her.
after that went to kapt to report for work ^^
went to gave em a surprise de ((: hahas!
after work just went home straight.
saw amalina, fazillah and groups of peep (:
went to maple for pq with shawn , xing and ben goh.
lol. i died halfway through which i think made shawn abit angry.
cos need to reclick plus hard to get in. psps.
after that chatted with alex before heading off to sleep.
edited-
i'll continue the rest
psps, xD
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.Tuesday, 13 November 2007 ♥
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xin will be blogging today! but right now she will go off to maple to train her 10% first (:
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