.Wednesday, 30 January 2008 ♥
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confrontation with the 2 ahbengs had ended successfully with a happy ending (:
they swear that if they ever come pester either me or my sister, they will get knocked down by car when they go out, strike by lightening etc. what a nice swear.
special thanks to qianhui, thanks for your care and concern. i've started drinking, eating and sleeping le so dont worry okay. jiayous (:
someone force me to write an apology in public( blog ) in order to forgive me. raaa.
apology to people whom i attituded seriously, dui bu qi ah!
yongsheng, im sorry.
shall blog until here. tomorrow then blog again.
got alot of things to say at first, but cant think of anything now. raaa!
a fake smile, a fake personality.
faking it so real as if i've already gotten over you.
i still need time to heal my wound.
TO PASSER-BY: thanks for tagging for my tagboard, but i dont think i really welcome you. you have to watch what you say girl/ boy. i did credit blanche under the headings of expand; 003. watch your words before you say. i dont use other's people material and take it as mine yea and it's seem to be overboard if you say experienced copycatter when i didnt and you'r using words that sound very serious. i suggest you going to the optiction if you are blind. *winks! it's blanche skins thus it's exactly the same. there arent anything wrong with that as long as i did credit her isnt? im not misusing her skins and claiming thats it's mine. it's good enough that i didnt bother to check who are you ( im lazy to do so in actual ) so give me the respect too. you are in the wrong. not me, no point scolding me back cos you are bound to lose! hahas.
latest messages:
- alex: thanks.
- maisie: thanks.
- tk: thanks.
- albert: thanks.
- starenvy22: thanks.
- andrew: thanks.
- maisie: hello messter aka siemai/ yingzi.
- passer-by: refer to the message on top. it's to you kid.
- joyce: you are the joyce from fhss?
older messages:
- bryan: im fine, dont have to worry about me (:
- yongsheng: im not as good as you think. yea, i've come back. sorry to worry you.
- joyceee: im fine (:
- ahzhuang: think you had forgot about me. im taking my 'N's this year.
- catherine: im fine already. eh, how can like that de. i teach you then you apply on me. lol!
- andrew: hahas.
- qqianhui: sorry for making you worried! im alright now so dont get worried for me already. anything i'll contact you again. silly girl, thanks for being there and your shoulder (:
- weijian: huh, just like that loh (:
- tk: hahas, never le la and i never torture loh. is just no appetiate and cant sleep ma.
- passerby: O.o? much more cuter girls outside as compared to me.
- andrew: ...
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.Sunday, 27 January 2008 ♥
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see la, itchy hand loh.
serve myself right.
i could only think of the sweet memories that we had together.
went bugis alone for shopping.
ya, ALONE!
main purpose was to buy the tee to surprise him during next meetup.
either valentine's day or whatsoever.
but guess everything ruin.
jiaxin, happy liao mah!
if you dont sms everything will be alright.
whenever i see the shirt, it will reminds me of him.
for goodness sake!
yea, kinda moody now.
meimei got into some harressment& i dont know what fucking courage i got to call up & scold that bastard ahbeng.
please loh! 20 year old liao, no girl wants you ah.
aiyo. i pity you la! thats why need to use this type of excuse to get ppl phone number ah.
this is how he got my meimei's hp. SHE IS DUMB ENOUGH TO BELIEVE HIM!
'' i lost my way, can lend me your handphone''
and in actual he hid his handphone and when he called, his handphone rings.
there it goes, the number is saved under his phone.
dont know who to blame, maybe should say my sister stupid or should say the bastard kp.
i know i will get into some deep trouble soon,
ps: he live oppsite block of mine.
raaa! im not gonna care. even though he's coming down with a bunch of ahbengs i just give em all a kick at their lj.
HONGSTER, GO DIE LA!
i guess you wont bother, even if you get to know im getting into trouble :D
- andrew: hello :D
- kaisheng: lol, continue guessing la, you can try using a manifyer yea XD
- twinker: lol, im not a les. thus i dont love you :p
- shawn: im not sick okay, you are then the sick one. you weakass.
- shaoxian: sorry leh, next time then send you. thanks for tagging anyway.
- valerie: lol, i have replied your tags on 27jan too!
- weijian: i dare to do anything now.
- vivian: vivian, please go dig your mud :D
- melissa: ya! i wish all of them die. esp die in a horrible death!
- ahzhuang: ya, you still think im an kid? o.o
- sweeling: update le. okay, how much meat? ( excited )
- yongsheng: im okay la.
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.Saturday, 26 January 2008 ♥
RE: your thousands of reason
dont really have the mood to blog
but was forced to do so.
this week had been such a torture.
had all sort of feelings swirling round my head. arrrr~
shoo, go away.
yay! i finally got praise twice by ms tracy; our geography teacher ;D
it's been like 987654321 since i got praise that im hardworking.
ya la, im lazy.
that was in the past okay.
had my height and weight measured during pe,
raaa. i shrank in my height?!
lost of weight due to the stupid fever.
i hate to lost weight.
i wanna gain weight & meat.
anyone wanna donate me some? :D
realised how tough it is to face the reality and the 'O's,
somehow,i dont have the intention to go on to sec 5.
stupid bangla, how i wish i could chop off all your hands, legs and dig out your eyes!
i felt like im an rubbish.
people find me only when they need help,
abondon me when they dont need me.
you people just only thought of them,
never had thought of me.
dont have i have feelings?
stuck in the middle,
people only know that they are the ones who are hurt.
what about me.
am i that strong?
all of you only knows how to ask me how she is, how bad the other person is.
i dont mind all the people not asking.
i just need one people to lean on.
i just need one people for me to trust.
one people to console me.
but none of you did it.
esp, dear. you didnt.
you dont care about me.
yea, im a crybaby.
i know you would never ever bothered.
- tk: sorry, just now at msn dao you. im not feeling good.
- shaoxian: i send you the song want?
- yingshao: i wont bite your nose luh!
- maisie: (:
- yongsheng: thanks! i okay la, really. im okay.
- qianhui: friends; best friend! (:
- zikun: linked.
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.Wednesday, 23 January 2008 ♥
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- yongsheng: hahas, sorry. recently busy. psps.
- x33: what to do, still got to go to school de ma. my school also like that.
- weijian: yea, i saw. the video so funny yet stupid.
- twinker: hahas, call me if you really miss me ;D
- yanting: thanks.
- albert: drooling face hello.
- shaoxian: mms, i forgotten the tittle liao :/ i'll tell you again at the next tag okay?
- shawn: i where got ask other people. i went to check timetable ma. say until i dont update like that. -.-
- qianhui: thanks.
- amanda: shall linked you up soon.
- maisie: see you in school tomorrow too.
- tk: lol, who asked you come my blog never tag oh!
- ben: thanks for tagging.
- tk: hahas, it's alright. anyway it's over.
- tk: stay happy okay.
- sweeling: updated.
- qianhui: thanks for tagging.
- spider: i dont think can make it to sec 5 leh, got no confident.
- maisie: waaa, i not lao da oh! also must see when we free.
- vivian: updated.
- peiwen: lol wenpei, thanks for tagging ;D
- tk: hello.
- sweeling: lol, it's too late to apologize~ x)
- yingshao: ya loh. pathetic bag of mine, that james fault.
- yingshao: you bastard! x)
- maisie: lol. maisie, you scroll down go see loh.
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JIAXIN values close, personal relationships, and she will often put the needs and desires of those who are loyal friends ahead of her own needs. She is an even-paced individual who thrives in a peaceful, harmonious environment. JIAXIN will work to avoid conflict and sudden changes in her lifestyle and finds joy in keep tradition.
Neat and orderly, others usually see JIAXIN as practical. She needs adequate information to make decisions, and she will consider the pros and cons. She may be sensitive to criticism, and will tend to internalize her emotions. JIAXIN likes to clarify expectations before undertaking new projects, and she will follow a logical process to gain successful results.
A thoughtful, caring person who likes to be around others, JIAXIN is one who appreciates relationships. She enjoys being involved in social functions, but does not usually care to be the center of attention. JIAXIN seeks balance between personal and social time, and enjoys a quiet evening with a few close friends as a good mix of the two.
JIAXIN prefers to work through problems by analyzing things that worked in the past. She is willing to follow another person's lead if they display adequate ability and if JIAXIN has confidence in their ability. She is someone who is able to lead, if necessary; but usually prefers to wait and see if another person volunteers first.
Personality Style Report.
certain past accident;
im not like before taking the initiative,
im just too afraid and certains thing will have to repeat.
you dont understand me at all.
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.Monday, 21 January 2008 ♥
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changed blogskins again (:
lazy to update the links xP
raaa, stupid school.
early morning like commanding us like that -.-
raaa, lost my taste liao.
stupid -.-''
so lazy post on.
to be edited and continue,, on ... ?
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O_o feeling so sad ever since the fight with sister.
i dont know whats happening all over me.
just feeling like crying but my tears doesnt drop.
raaa. the feeling is so fuck.
-.-''
back to my homework, shall post again tomorrow or the day after.
tuition homework school studies tuition homework school studies.
raaa, how i wish i could simply just ignore and had a carefree life everyday without fail.
hoho, that could only appear in my dream.
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.Monday, 14 January 2008 ♥
RE:
post deleted due to too much saddness.
yea, im okay& im loving him more and more ;D
it seem more like a curse if i could say it this way.
everytime i tried to promise something but it end up the other way round.
how sad, so i wanted to be puntual today but end up NEARLY late.
nope, im not late but im the last to get in through the backgate LOL.
yea, with a great big help from the angmoh uncle! (:
lol, that was a taxi uncle but was an angmoh O.o
and he was super duper nice loh.
he tried to rush abit for me so as i wont be late for school.
he did took consideration of other drivers and perdestrain too okay.
ps, there's only left with less than 5mins else i will be late.
maybe, i went crazy abit and asked dear to be angmoh lol! (:
OF COS IM JUST KIDDING OKAY!
yiips. got a GOOD NEWS TODAY and a bad news too.
bad news is, i forget who lied to us that it's english and maths should get B3 and above for N's.
& the good news is, english and maths IS C5 OR OBOVE for N's! nice loh! (:
head off to 500plus to have our dinner with yingshao, vivian, kristle, maisie and peiwen.
split paths after that
and so, vivian, kristle and me went down to fareast to accompany vivian to buy her bag.
we are such a goody goody! lol.
raa, actually i had the intention to find dear since he's near but i promised vivian first.
had an fun day (:
i love scolding kristle with vugar especially xP
it's so funny when we ran under the rain and end up paiseh ourselves -.-
I PROMISE I WILL UPLOAD THE PICTURES WHEN VIVAN SEND ME HER'S.
meanwhile, im happy today so. post abit of my pictures.
you and alt. f4 if you dont want to see.
edited-some pictures removed (:
yea, im with straight frindge now. idoit frindge. i want my slant frindge la TT
EDITED.
F LEH! STUPID BLOGGER ALSO GOT GREAT DIFFERENCE WHEN I POST WITH MY PIC.
DONT FEEL LIKE PUTTING UP PHOTOS NEXT TIME. IDOIT.
TAGS REPLIES,
x33: post le, heh (:
yingshao: yup, sorry. emo post deleted. i will tag you later okay. (:
tk: booo -.-
kristle: lol.this is only the 2nd time oh!
yingshao: yingshao O.o
maisie: hello yingzi xP
weijian: huh. orh! your blog very lag lol!
shaun: haha. everything okay le.
bryan: haha. everything okay le.
xiia0zhuii: sorry sorry. woaini (:
tk: haha. dont escape from the fact!
qqianhui: nvm. everything also okay le.
spider: thanks. everything okay le.you too, live life to the fullest. SPIDER PIG xP
tk: haha. im okay le la.
qqianhui: thanks (:
yingshao: thanks (:
catherine: haha. everything okay le.
yanting: lol. nvm, everything okay le.
melissayam: thanks, but everything is okay le.
andrew: thanks but nvm, everything is okay le.
sweeling: hello!
yongsheng: aye! when did i cry. raaa.
qianhui: raaa. okay. thanks for your advise.
xiia0zhuii: (:
shawn: stupid leh shawn. you so easy disturb de meh lol!
maisie: see ya tomorrow again (:
yingshao: yea, by that weijian -.-
weijian: yea, thousands of hello! (:
x33: cute la. but sadly i removed it.
tk: -.- i wont go out with a flasher uh!
chonghan: raaa. you then not artistic.
yingshao: haha. yea, but sadly i removed it.
yongsheng: okay la, thanks! (:
qianhui: ahlian leh you :x
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.Saturday, 5 January 2008 ♥
RE:
saturday. 05.01.07
~!@#$%^, met with an flasher on the net & im still not feeling good now. thanks to daddy junhao who makes me feel so protected though in the end never take actions due to partly of my fault going to online friends website ._. but still, many many thanks!
and many thanks to that stupid flasher, now i got abit of guy phobia now.
went out with jie and mummy for shopping. she pays for all the things we brought. weets!
so brought liao 2 dresses, 1 half cardi for mummy herself, 2 dresses for sis, 1 cream white marris bag, 1 top, 1 dress, 1 beautiful titus watch for myself and 1 different color titus watch for meimei.
raaa, my bangala phobia is getting worst now.
was transfering from outram park to purple line and out of a sudden hundreds of bangala rushing down to the mrt thus making the mrt so packed and squeezy. ya, a stupid bangala accidently touch my hand and my face turn so pale within seconds.raaa! freak that accident!
raaa, i've seem to lost my voice now. i can hardly talk TT
tell me it's artistic.
asran.
shall end with me (:
让我知道莫些朋友最真实 (:
tags replies:
x33: it's dong tian de ju zi (:
yingshao: sorry, im alright le. thanks for your concern. LOVES.
x33: sorry, cos that time no mood to reply or answer any phone. <3
zmin: okay! but you dont find me too irrating if i keep asking you jiu can le. lol! anyway thanks!
peiwen: (: hello, okay okay!
x33: lol. nvm. everything already over le so no point saying abt this. she already get her retribution le, dropped to na xD opps :x
TK: lol. cos you at malaysia ma. how to come back find me.
Spider:lol, if i fail how? you graduate already of cos easy BUT not for me(:
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.Friday, 4 January 2008 ♥
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pon school yesterday and went to meet qianhui!
brought a marris bagpack but it dont suits me in school uniform. TT
im selling it off at a discount rate, instersted ppl can mail to destinyylove@hotmail.com for pictures and details (:
o ya, & one kpkb uncle come scold us for nothing! ._.
then qianhui step out and say oi mind your own business and he quickly run away lol!
it's really fustrating, no matter where we walk there will be people looking at us and i remember one uncle walk pass us and say ''never go to school ah'' & not long after qianhui also cannt stand those stares liao lol!
this is how qianhui suggested.
me: stare stare stare, i feel like digging their eyeballs out.
qianhui: we stare back!
me: err...
qianhui: scared? we are losing out you know.
then i saw some aunties staring at us again.
me: okay okay!
so after that we stare at those people who stare at us & they stopped staring further anymore lol!
& the main reason actually started with :
qianhui: Z my school having spotcheck now
me: lol, why first few days jiu check de. sian, i no mood go school lehs.
qianhui: i nt going school, you want come meet me?
me: okay, so go home change first. then i okay le then sms u.
qianhui: NO! you take hours if you go home and change & i alone now.
etc etc etc..
hahas! we were in school uniform roaming around the east part of sg though it is very very weird but yet fun :D
im alright (:
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.Thursday, 3 January 2008 ♥
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darn, history repeating. went to tell sister about today's happenings & she go kpo went to tell mum. now everything is back to normal, she will be there laughing and saying im stupid,worst than a pig and so on discouraging stuffs.it's not that i dont want to work hard, but my maths is like that. yea, im admit im stupid.. but she's further more my family and she could say all these words out of her mouth without thinking that it will hurt others. dont tell me that she says this for my good,trying to motivate me. she just look down on me just becos i dont have the ablity to get to express. she's there saying that i wont pass my N level cos of my maths stupidness and trying to say that all along im wasting her money cos i cant even study and im schooling for no purpose.abondon me then, since you were pondering over it when im in your tummy. i swear i wont tell anything to my family again. darn that jie, laughing away and saying i derserve it.
我真的累了 TT
a home that doesnt belong to me.
you are forever like that, wont even spare a thought for me. never giving me room for improvement. looking down on me and describe as if im so worthless.
tag replies.
x33: :D
Hongwei: yeah :D
Yingshao: happy new year too!
TK: lol, you go malaysia lehs.
Spider: (:
Vivian: lol, WA NI ~
Albert: happy new year! lol, sydney nicer.
Ditht: lol, it was full of people ma.
Hongwei: happy new year!
Maisie: no more what?
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.Tuesday, 1 January 2008 ♥
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just reach home, update abit.
went esplande to watch fireworks nice lohs.but it's really full of people.8mins of da fireworks, how i wish it could have been longer lol im so greedy.cabbed and meet sis, hohoho. she must be guilty cos she took away the camera and i was nagging at her thats why so good took the initiative to go home together first. lol.
totally no face to upload mine, cos of bad resolution.
2008 SG, ESPLANADE FIREWORKS
2008 SG, ESPLANADE FIREWORKS.
2008 NEW YEARS EVE FIREWORKS IN SYDNEY! DAMN NICE, NICER THAN ESPLANADE :x
Another SYDNEY video.
sydney fireworks is super super super nice lohs! how i wish i could fly there for that goodness 12mins plus FIREWORKS! i could continue to dream on..
2008 NEW YEAR FIREWORKS IN SYDNEY PART 1
2008 NEW YEAR FIREWORKS IN SYDNEY, AUSTRALIA, PART 2
2008 NEW YEAR EVE FIREWORKS IN MAGIC KINGDOM
im totally in love in SYDNEY FIREWORKS! went to search for fireworks videos and found that other countries especially sydney. overseas fireworks is soooo much better than singapore, and it's longer too. someday i'll fly overseas to see those beautiful fireworks :D
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